MOVED AGAIN TO

WWW.XANGA.COM/FATTT_KIDDD subscribe kaaaaay ?

I'm hurtin' inside . Reminsincin' on the past . It's werid how sometimes you want somethin' then when you have it you don't want it anymore & then when you lost it , you realize you need it . Man hard to explain the pain I'm feeling . I wish he knew . Maybe I can get another chance ? Maybe things will just heal up ? Man it seems like nothin' been going right . Too much thoughts overwhelm my head lately . Feels like I can't think striaght . Not just about him about way to much more . Sick both emotionally & physically . Shouldn't really be complaining but I have to get it all out .  Wha' happens when the one you love , love someone else ? Wha' happens when the one that loves you , you don't love bacc ?  I'm just not ready for all this bullshit at once . All I can say is sorry , but I'm not prefect . All I can think of is the day when you walked out of my life ; febuary third .

hit up the myspace - www.myspace.com/eternally_yours